I just wanted to say a little something about one of my good friends and fellow pip @lndsyabrigo. Linds, just wanted to say how I proud of you I am about you finding the courage and bravery to talk about psoriasis. I wasn’t aware of such a condition until you talked about it and I think its great that you’re bringing awareness to what it is and educating others. Also, I have to agree with what you said sistah…about it not changing who you are. Because you’ll always be beautiful inside and out :D love you pips!!!
I just finished packing and now I can’t sleep. And I should be sleeping because its an early flight tomorrow! lol anywho pls don’t mind my rambling…I don’t do this much, but I just had to express whats been bothering me now that I have to leave again.
Its that time again where I have to say goodbye to my loved ones, the ‘ono local food, the beach, and just simply Hawai’i, my home.
As much as I highly dislike my situation now, I know I got here because of my own decisions. I mean I didn’t have to leave…but this was what I choose last summer. When everything came into place and my family gave me the go and support to decide, I decided to take the opportunity and so I guess here I am.
Honestly I can’t say LA has made me happy :( Its so sad to say that because I should be thankful for this opportunity. I think the hardest thing for me is to really find how I fit at the school and in LA, and even finding people to make lasting friendships with…and its disappointing when I wouldn’t be going through this if I was home. These weeks here at home have been everything I needed them to be. Just relaxing and being home, and being able to be me. I’ve been so happy being able to spend time with the people I love and I laughed so much and have been really happy, but now that I have to leave, I can’t seem to stop the sad tears from coming… :(
If only I was content with just coming home after my exchange at uw, I wouldn’t be going through this…I can’t count how much times I’ve called home last semester to just cry to my mom, and I feel bad because I know hearing how miserable I am takes a toll them.
I know I wouldn’t be where I am, if it wasn’t meant to be, so I need to just keep pushing through and keep praying that I’ll find the reason why I’m at usc…
Ahh anywho sorry guys, don’t mind me…I’m just being a baby baku, a little term my family likes to say when I’m acting like a big baby lol.
P.S. Good luck to everyone this Spring ‘11 semester!!!